I Wonder

Its 6:15 a.m. As i look into my backyard, i notice a sense of calmness, a sense of stillness. Everything is in its place, or so it seems. And for some odd reason, we appreacite nature and its beautiful wonders, when the world is still. Honestly, i wish it would stay like this forever. I look outside and i just wonder. I wonder whats going to happen the next day. I wonder about my loved ones. I wonder if they love me, the way i love them. I wonder if am going to be successful in life. I wonder if i will ever have my dream job. I wonder if natalie knows that i cant live without her.I wonder if ill make a new friend tomorrow.I wonder if am ever going to have a family. I wonder how many kids will i have.I wonder if my words are ever going to touch someones life. I wonder how. I wonder why my dreams to me, has meaning, even though psychologist says dreams dont have any meaning. I wonder whos going to be at my funeral. I wonder what next book am going to read. I wonder why i love taking pictures so much. I wonder where i got it from. I wonder if my brother and sister love me. I wonder if am ever going to get a pet. I wonder what.I wonder if am going to be a good mother. I wonder where am i going to travel. I wonder why guys cant express their emotions. I wonder why i have no talents. I wonder why i love disney so much. I wonder if i have a twin in the world, will i see them. I wonder when will I move out. I wonder where ill live. I wonder why people get sexually harrase and raped.I wonder who am I going to marry. I wonder if my child is going to love me. I wonder why I need the t.v. to be on while sleeping. I wonder why my favorite color is blue. I wonder if i die, if people will miss me. I wonder what school ill get accepted too. I wonder if am ever going to cook. I wonder why people cheat. I wonder why. I wonder if i lived someone else, where. I wonder it would still be here. I wonder if people secretly hates me, but they act fake to my face. I wonder if am going to be happy tomorrow, or the next day after. I wonder why I love twilight so much. I wonder where my life will lead me in 30 years. I wonder if am still gonna have the same bestfriends. I wonder if ill ever write my own book. I wonder who will read it. I wonder how people become deaf. I wonder if sign language is hard. I wonder if people that kill, regret it. I wonder why I have insomina. I wonder what goes through guys minds. I wonder why i dont have super powers to ever find that out. I wonder if nathan knows that i think hes very smart, and that his mind will take him places. I wonder if i didnt get into that car accident last year, would i still be the same person i am today.I wonder when will I get fully healed. I wonder if ill ever be happy with myself. I wonder if ill ever fall in love. I wonder if anyone hears me cry every night of pain. I wonder why people work at places they hate. I wonder if anyone is truely happy in the world. I wonder why people lie. I wonder why girls throw themselves at guys 99.9 % of the time.I wonder why people get divorced. I wonder why people get married, just because shes preganant. I wonder why people commit sucide. I wonder why they didnt get help. I wonder why people give away their childen. I wonder if there hurt. I wonder if my parents know i love them alot and appreciate everything they do. I wonder why the greatest icons are mostly dead. I wonder if people i love, know that i want whats best for them. I wonder if they know, that i would die for them.I wonder if ill ever meet james franco and kid cudi. I wonder about the places ill go, the people i meet, and the lessons ill learn along the way. As i look back into the lightly blue sky right now, I still wonder a lot more things. The wonderings gives us a sense of "what if" questions. Now its up to us to find the answers and truth behind these wonders. Not only are they questions, there a sense of letting the people you love know, that you love them back. Everyday, I mean every single day, let your loved ones know, that you cant live a day without them. So the next time ur up at 6 a.m., look at the sky and just wonder.Wondering is a good thing, but living it, is even better. Goodnight world, Goodmorning me.

or shall I say Goodmorning world, Goodnight me :)