Different Generation

its 1:54 am. I noticed my best writting is at night. It's always been like that. I think its the darknesss that smooths me. I like looking up in the stars, and just picture my life ten years from now. I see myself with a big family with a lot of kids.I've always wanted older brothers, for some odd reason. So they could protect me, but i ended up being the oldest. It has its flaws, but god wanted me to be the oldest for a reason. Maybe so i can protect my younger sister and brother. I like to say am some what wise. I've been through alot, seen alot of things happen, and just learned from all my experiences. Good or Bad. So as i am looking into the stars, thinking about what my future holds, I think about if i am going to be a good mom. Most of the time, we get sick of our parents, as they talk about their childhood, and how they didnt have much while growing up. And as they are telling these stories a million times, it never sits in, that when we are parents; that we are going to be the exact same way with our kids. Everything they say to us, is what we are going to say to our kids. That is my known fact. The next generation is going to be alot different then ours. Kids are going to be more bratty and spoiled; and are going to want every toy ever made. But we are going to treat them different; because we were brought up different. At age 5 they know when to say please and thank you. And not be some snotty little kid. I want alot of kids, like 12. So i think about it a lot, and how the next generation is going to be worse than this one. But i think positive, because i know that i will be the best mother i can be, and will absoutely anything for my kids. I have a lot of time to worry about that, but a different generation is going to happen soon; and we best believe it! Goodnight world. Goodmorning me :)